31 August 2015

Such a date .
Yet too many memories .

So , here is it ;
31 August .

1957 ;
Its independence day , yep it is .
So im wishing happy independence
day to all Malaysian citizens , dont get too carried away by fireworks . Take a good care of yourself , so then .
Merdeka ! Merdeka ! Merdeka !
*fuhh*

1960 ;
Its my baba's birthdays .
So ba , i love you so much and
happy 55 birthday ! Yay you're getting
old but yet i wish that may you stay
healthy and strong enough to continue
your routine . Thanks for your hard-work
ever since i was born until today and all
the upcoming days . Sorry if im not being
good enough as yr daughter . But i
promise that i'll always give my best to everything that i can . Love you ba .

2014 ;
Its been a YEAR since my surgery , since the day i got into the operation room .
Alhamdulillah im fine and healthy , this
was the most unforgettable moment in my
life . It was hard but thanks to my
family and friends , i get stronger than
ever . I deserved this for a reason . So
i never regret what had happen this day,
its make me who i am today, so yeah .
Alhamdulillah .

Yay

So , the day after tommorow
im gonna get going to gombak .
Should i say yay or nay cause
im kind of excited but at the same
time im terrified .

But we have to face life btw ,
So wish me luck !

A birthday wishes

Dedicated to :
Syairah Mohd Bohori .


"Nothing much to say but i
want you to know how lucky
you are for having lots of
opportunity that we, other
siblings didnt havva chance
to get when we are eleven .
Just dont be a spoiled brat .
Nowadays you're being likely
so demanded over things and all.
Just because i get angry and scolded
you everyday doesnt mean i hate you .
I just hate your attitude , just when will
you learn to be more dependent .
Well then , i wish you'll be more
responsible and matured soon.
Happy Eleven y/o Birthday Yayah ."

When you lost

Okay heres the deal .

Based on my almost twenty years
breathing , i may got some advises on living .

Im now currently on sem break ,
which doesnt really means a holiday tho .
theres something , no , a lots of things that
happen to my life until today .

i wasnt a raised in luxury tho, for sure .
ma didnt work ever since married ba .
but we're happy , money isnt everything as
long as you have your beloved aite .

i started walking at one even i dont
even remembered . then i was five ,
going to kindergarten was the most pleasant
moment in my life . i ended up there at 2001
and entered middle school which much
fun and all . i barely remembered anything tho .

Then my life started at eleven .
i've fall in love and my live was terrible .
Until i was fifth-teen . i've fallen for too many,
maybe it is just because i didnt know how
to appreciated love . i couldn't tell
how much i regret everything .  Then its become
worst at six-teen . i lost focus and always skipped
classes , i was on my rebelling mode tho .
Then i was LOST . my grades just hates me .

Ive spent my last month on seven-teen thinking .
then i've decide my purpose of life .
i ended up struggling with life , i've done
many mistakes and then He gave me a chance ,
a chance that a worst person like me shouldnt get .
i was blessed , grateful and happy .

I get rid all of my problem , then i've spent two years
in foundation without a single regret .
It was hard the test that i get tho , i got
sick for months and ended up with a surgery
at the end of my final submission , but yet
i faced it all with all my strength .
i've becoming stronger , tougher ,
what others say didnt affect me that much ,
im halfway completing my dream ,

what im trying to say here is that even
you're at your worst , when He came to help ,
let Him . STOP punishing yourself over your
mistakes , we people can never be perfect ,
everybody makes mistakes , everybody .
Either you run from it or learn from it .

i may be weird in having such many
personalities and attitudes but i was happy .
but theres ups and downs in living so dont forget .
and so i learn to forgive so that other people
can have their chances to make up .

so thats all .

sorry for the long post .
whatsapp me for a cute potato eheh .

#Random

Another day down .
Lets hope for a better tomorrow .

ciao ?

MIZU !

So today we went to a beach near bachok .

It was fun and i was totally burned up gosh .

My hand was all red and itch and hurt thanks 

to the sunburn . 

But it wasnt big deal at all .

I had all the fun so yeah , burned hand

was totally paid off .

Snail-hunting was fun and all .

yeah we ended up with the full basket of snails lmao .

but MOST of all , i knew that the lil calico 

yesterday is under her mom's care .

i was so relieved .

Thanks to dad cause he saw it .

Im glad .

A Calico

So today i found a lil cute calico .
Aged around a few days , still too young
to open her eyes .
And she was all alone .

I wonder wheres her mom is .
So i put some blankets to warm her up .

i wish her mom is coming tho .
she keeps on yipping..

i dont know what to do .

#random

Im so damn bored like seriously .
I hate facing these documents but what can i do . sigh .
Another month then i'll be
in gombak and i was like
what the hell , three month is totally such
a short time omg . ergh theres so much things that i need to settle within a month
and i dont even know if my dad can send me up for reg im so messed up .

*Deep breathe*

Its okay .
Im fine dont worry 🙆