Art works

Hello Assalamualaikum ,

okay once again im doing the silent treatment

on this blog ergh im so sorry i just didnt get much 

time to write tho .

So today i would like to share few of my drawings .

so far im very fond of using watercolor as the main

medium , and i really love to learn more bout it .

so here's the first one , i started drawing last year and

yeah finally finished it on 3/8/15 .

The main medium is watercolor , and i use some 

black marker to outline it and some white ink for sprinkles .

this was my best achievement so far ( >,< )" i think so .

and here is what im working on right now .

yes this is an old one but still unfinished ,

sigh , i need some spirit boost please .

i'll try my best to finish this and post another arts ,

dont tired to visit okay . 

InsyaAllah when im good enough i'll make

some tutorials on watercolor painting .

at least i want something happens on this blog tho ,

so yeah , please support me lewls .

see yah .

Mahallah Safiyyah IIUM

Sorry for the silent treatment . okay today is the 15th day after i enrolled . thanks to everyone im doing just fine . so here i wanna show you guys about the room that i get , at first remember when i told about the double-deck bed with a table below ? Well , goodbye to double-deck . hello single room . i was thankful that we got all brand new furnitures . cool isnt ? 

so this is my room , currently in IIUM Gombak . My very own room for the first time of my life , it feel so great to have your own room , well , actually we shared by four but it separated by wall so we have our own compartment . and this is the third floor of the block . so thats all for today , im going to KAEDFEST with my lil sis , now im writing while waiting for her to come here . well, see yah .

Sorry

So its been a while since last post .
I was pretty busy so yeah .
I've done register and all and
tomorrow will be my first time
attending classes .

Im kind of nervous actually .
But yeah , mom and dad didnt
want me to stop before trying so
please wish me best of luck .

Sigh .

Happy Birthday to ME

Yay im officially 20 .

31 August 2015

Such a date .
Yet too many memories .

So , here is it ;
31 August .

1957 ;
Its independence day , yep it is .
So im wishing happy independence
day to all Malaysian citizens , dont get too carried away by fireworks . Take a good care of yourself , so then .
Merdeka ! Merdeka ! Merdeka !
*fuhh*

1960 ;
Its my baba's birthdays .
So ba , i love you so much and
happy 55 birthday ! Yay you're getting
old but yet i wish that may you stay
healthy and strong enough to continue
your routine . Thanks for your hard-work
ever since i was born until today and all
the upcoming days . Sorry if im not being
good enough as yr daughter . But i
promise that i'll always give my best to everything that i can . Love you ba .

2014 ;
Its been a YEAR since my surgery , since the day i got into the operation room .
Alhamdulillah im fine and healthy , this
was the most unforgettable moment in my
life . It was hard but thanks to my
family and friends , i get stronger than
ever . I deserved this for a reason . So
i never regret what had happen this day,
its make me who i am today, so yeah .
Alhamdulillah .

Yay

So , the day after tommorow
im gonna get going to gombak .
Should i say yay or nay cause
im kind of excited but at the same
time im terrified .

But we have to face life btw ,
So wish me luck !

A birthday wishes

Dedicated to :
Syairah Mohd Bohori .


"Nothing much to say but i
want you to know how lucky
you are for having lots of
opportunity that we, other
siblings didnt havva chance
to get when we are eleven .
Just dont be a spoiled brat .
Nowadays you're being likely
so demanded over things and all.
Just because i get angry and scolded
you everyday doesnt mean i hate you .
I just hate your attitude , just when will
you learn to be more dependent .
Well then , i wish you'll be more
responsible and matured soon.
Happy Eleven y/o Birthday Yayah ."

When you lost

Okay heres the deal .

Based on my almost twenty years
breathing , i may got some advises on living .

Im now currently on sem break ,
which doesnt really means a holiday tho .
theres something , no , a lots of things that
happen to my life until today .

i wasnt a raised in luxury tho, for sure .
ma didnt work ever since married ba .
but we're happy , money isnt everything as
long as you have your beloved aite .

i started walking at one even i dont
even remembered . then i was five ,
going to kindergarten was the most pleasant
moment in my life . i ended up there at 2001
and entered middle school which much
fun and all . i barely remembered anything tho .

Then my life started at eleven .
i've fall in love and my live was terrible .
Until i was fifth-teen . i've fallen for too many,
maybe it is just because i didnt know how
to appreciated love . i couldn't tell
how much i regret everything .  Then its become
worst at six-teen . i lost focus and always skipped
classes , i was on my rebelling mode tho .
Then i was LOST . my grades just hates me .

Ive spent my last month on seven-teen thinking .
then i've decide my purpose of life .
i ended up struggling with life , i've done
many mistakes and then He gave me a chance ,
a chance that a worst person like me shouldnt get .
i was blessed , grateful and happy .

I get rid all of my problem , then i've spent two years
in foundation without a single regret .
It was hard the test that i get tho , i got
sick for months and ended up with a surgery
at the end of my final submission , but yet
i faced it all with all my strength .
i've becoming stronger , tougher ,
what others say didnt affect me that much ,
im halfway completing my dream ,

what im trying to say here is that even
you're at your worst , when He came to help ,
let Him . STOP punishing yourself over your
mistakes , we people can never be perfect ,
everybody makes mistakes , everybody .
Either you run from it or learn from it .

i may be weird in having such many
personalities and attitudes but i was happy .
but theres ups and downs in living so dont forget .
and so i learn to forgive so that other people
can have their chances to make up .

so thats all .

sorry for the long post .
whatsapp me for a cute potato eheh .

#Random

Another day down .
Lets hope for a better tomorrow .

ciao ?

MIZU !

So today we went to a beach near bachok .

It was fun and i was totally burned up gosh .

My hand was all red and itch and hurt thanks 

to the sunburn . 

But it wasnt big deal at all .

I had all the fun so yeah , burned hand

was totally paid off .

Snail-hunting was fun and all .

yeah we ended up with the full basket of snails lmao .

but MOST of all , i knew that the lil calico 

yesterday is under her mom's care .

i was so relieved .

Thanks to dad cause he saw it .

Im glad .

A Calico

So today i found a lil cute calico .
Aged around a few days , still too young
to open her eyes .
And she was all alone .

I wonder wheres her mom is .
So i put some blankets to warm her up .

i wish her mom is coming tho .
she keeps on yipping..

i dont know what to do .

#random

Im so damn bored like seriously .
I hate facing these documents but what can i do . sigh .
Another month then i'll be
in gombak and i was like
what the hell , three month is totally such
a short time omg . ergh theres so much things that i need to settle within a month
and i dont even know if my dad can send me up for reg im so messed up .

*Deep breathe*

Its okay .
Im fine dont worry 🙆

Wow

I forgot to update so yeah .
Happy eid  and my eid was quite
fun tho . i ended up meeting few
friends and it was something to
remember . i bake a cake rn so
my sister can take it to her school
for her eid fest tomorrow . she req my cake so no reason to dissapoint her .
I hope it turns out well .
Ciao .

Aidilfitri

Its the last day of ramadhan
and im kinda sad tho .

Well time passed .
So im wishing to all selamat
Hari Raya Aidilfitri and beg for forgiveness for every mistake that i've done eversince i was born .

We people never stop making mistakes , so lets forgive and forget .
Things is pretty easy that way .

Wish you guys havva great super raya cause i dont even havva baju raya lmao .

Its okay . im fine 😉
Thanks for all yr good deeds !

Salam EID !

#Prereg

Bismillahirahmanirrahim .
Alhamdulillah done prereg without
any trouble . Now i can breathe lol .

Jk , well sadly i found out that mahallah
Safiyyah isnt comfortable as i imagine it
would be so i hope things will be okay soon .

Wish me luck !

Yay !

Two days more !
Cant wait for my first payment .
Im so buying a new shoes .

But sadly ramadhan is going to end soon this year , its sooner than i thought .
Happy fasting guys .

#random

It is the first day of ramadhan and
now i noticed i haven't accomplished
anything in my life so i was like
OMG i just spending half of my
life doing nothing . I'm done .

Life isn't always work as we planned .

He had chooses the best path for us .
Now i'm gonna end my mereput days
for ramadhan . Finally i can help out
someone and get my own salary .

Its not that much but maybe it worth it .
At least i don't have to sleep all days lol jk .

and I need to start workout .
NEED TO START DRAWING !

please give me strength .

#random

Lmao .
Its turns out just an ordinary stupid guy
who was desperately wants to fall in love that he was stupid enough to call people stupid .

May Allah bless him .

Glad im not the victim tho .

#Random

Hey Hello .
Its been a long time .

Yeah im kinda busy aye .
But something strage , em
more to creepy actually .

Someone just called me last night .
To be precise , at 5am . yes .
In the morning . as usually ,
Im sleeping soundly cause im tired .

Then , he called .
He said he was looking
for partner in life .
Aged 25 and live in terengganu .

I dont even speak .
As he said , he was doing istiqarah
to find his jodoh . and my number was likely similar to his last number and he had a dream bout it . thought it was a sign so he called me .

Ask if we can be friend .

I remains silent then he hung up .
Then he called again but i didnt answer .

I was half asleep .
And i was scared .

What should i do ?

#random

Assalamualaikum ,
hey guess what again >.<

its been a week holidays !
andddd haven't finish my mock up yet .

GREAT !

guess im not gonna having sweet
sleep when i get back to campus tho .

so , bout that white cat last post .
em kinda upset cause mom giving
it to her friend . *silent crying*

but the best thing happens at the worst !

im back to sport yay !
mom n dad allowed me to play again .

isnt that awesome gosh .
cant wait for SMAC .
wish me in .

wee .

February !

Hey, guess what (0.0)/

I didn't even notice its already FEB !
Geez i guess architecture iz
changing to architorture dang .

i didn't sleep for the very first task i get
and guess what . i got amnesia :(

few weeks later things going back to normal .

i guess its the adaptation gap bhahah .

but yay .
2 more days to balik kampung !

cant really wait not because of being homesick dhuh .
it is because im terribly so excited nak mati cause
we have a new MEOW yay =^-,-^=

and its white !
see yah .

New year

Its new year already .
Dont even noticed how
fast time flies .
Dont even sure what
will happen next .
Dont even expect to
celebrate new year in
blackouts .
Dont even make new
wishes .

And dont even know
what i want .

But have done what i
had been longing to do .

So, kinda happy .

Welcome 2015 ,
Suprise me with life .