Pandemic

Hi, 

its been a really long time 

since I write something.

Surprisingly, my previous posts means a lot,

to know how much memories I faced through.

This past 2 years was really hard since the

words faced Covid-19 Pandemic.

Honestly, It was really bad that it took 

almost 2 years of our time fighting for it.

I really hope this will end soon.

All plans was paused, all because

of this pandemic.

I'm having a really though time now.

fighting with pandemic, but what's more

is fighting with myself.

Well, everyone does.

Lets pray by this year we will 

received herd immunity and able

to live normally.

Damn I miss old days so much.

Time to Time

Hi guys,
Few months have passed already.
Im now graduating student of IIUM.
yeah, at last.

The last month of staying in campus
was the most sentimental and heaviest
moment of all. Its our last time being
together as a student. well some of us
did plan to continue studying Master
but that was our last month being
a degree student. It was kind of sad.

I didnt really have much attachment
on people before, but yeah after spending
4 years through ups and downs with
Benarian yeah it hard to separate like
this. We go differently to our own path.

Its scary but yeah we have to do it anyway.
cause who will of we dont ?

So today on another heart mark.
Im aware that its not good to keep
in touch with a person who does
really not worth it. Life is a long journey
so you need to be careful of your
stop points. Its hurt when people
doesnt care to listen, but no matter
how hard it is, we always need to
treat people the way we wanted to
be treated.

I know you will not always get
the same treatment, but time will come.
He might not give you the thing that you
wanted, but He definitely give you what
you'll need in continue living.

So stay strong yunie, you can do this.
Wish me luck for Job hunting phase !

Ciao.
 

End of Feb

Hi, hello.
Its already end of feb.
not to mention its 2018.

Okay,
I just wanted to write
something so yeah.

I hope everyone is
doing fine, we facing
kinda hard time right
now cause its topical
studies. yeah you might
not know what am I
talking about but im at
the peak of myself rn
cause I dont even know
what am I doing.

I just dont know, I just
hope I passed this sem
so please pray for me.

Thankyou.

Confidence level

ossu,

I hope this isnt getting boring.

Have ya heard about insecurities ?

Or maybe depression and lack of

confidence ? well guess what ?

We all have em.

Some just manage to handle em.

Let say, the most outspoken people

are also take their time to eventually

open up and speak in a proper public.

what do we expect ?

Some of them took almost 5 years to

built their own confidence. 

and we just started !

Things might not happened like

we planned it to tho, but thats life.

This was mostly about self-

advising, well most of it.

Im building mine, so wont ya do

the same ? Goodluckk then !

KAED IIUM LA

ossu.

okay let me tell you a brief about me.
about what i am studying.

KAED stands for Kuliyyah of
Architecture and Environmental Design.

yes it is in IIUM GOMBAK.
KAED consist of 5 major .

- Architecture ( yknow )
- Landscape Architecture ( nature )
- Applied Art and Design ( interior )
- Urban Planning (town)
- Quantity Surveying (calculation)

and im majoring in Landscape.

well the thing about Landscape
Architecture aka LA, is that not many
know what are we actually do.

yes we planted trees but its not that all.
the unfair things about being a
Landscape Architect is that they
didnt recognized by people, well
mostly. but they are few of them
that are famous tho (overseas).

as the Architect gets the Ar.
Landscape arch got their LAr.

compared to others, LA is
quite a flexible. it can cover
from the lil detailing things like the
selection of soil, pavement and trees,
up to the larger scale to the landscape
town planning, covering the whole rivers,
ponds, eventho seas.

please know that LA are the one who
balancing the nature and the built
environment. if we didnt carefully
selected the plant materials that are
suitable for the site to maximize
the function of the trees to the
environment, the world's temperature
would rapidly increase and lead to many
serious issues such as climate change.

but we didnt fully stop them from
happening tho. ofc we cant, as long as
human keeps on using more that wht
they need and keep on littering at
the place that they should and didnt
save energy and water like the should,
the world will keep on dying.

LA just slow it down.

nature is a gift, construction isnt
stoppable due to demand, but we
at least can try and create a sustainable
and healthy environment for the next
generation aite ?

ah this already sounds like campaign,
ha but why not, we learn and share.

thats all, TQ for reading.

.

some words better left untold,
some are better let out.

both really depends on the soul
you decide to get involve with.

its kinda your own choice,
people doesnt really know wht
they have till they lost it .

well

cant i have someone to talk to ?
yes many things happen.
be it good or bad,
cant i have someone to listen ?

but yeah, i know.
no one actually cares anyway.

same goes to this blog.

A week to go

Ossu,
hey there.
I've been keep it quiet for
quiet a long time huh.

well guess what the countdown
is for ? yasss its for heritage .
well we've been spending a lot of
money for this i hope everything went
well during our visit at Terengganu
this 6 days starting 3rd March whew.

then we'll be having our exhibition
at Kaed Gallery this Sept on KAEDFEST,
Feel free to drop by, I'll pin up the detail
later on when the times come.

Other group will be going to Palembang,
please pray for our safety, TQ .

see yah.

The last paper

Ossu,
here i am doing everything except
studying for tomorrow paper ergh,

not that im not in the mood but
something keeps bothering me.
it's just that i dont believe i've
spend a week in a new year for
nothing hm.

ah i think tht i need to minimize
my social skill (even tho it isnt tht
great before) and speak less think more.

i've kinda achieve something
rational this semester due to my lack
of social skill. you'll find out whether
you got a friend in need nor friend indeed.
whichever it is dont be sad, life is cruel
anyway so dont get high hopes in living.

so, i guess thats all for today,
wish me and my coursemate luck for
urban planning paper tomorrow.
Juzzx.

New year post !

Ossu !
Happy new year guys.
Thankyou for a great experience in 2016.

umm, i guess my wish this year is
getting useful enough to live up my own life huh,

okay then, see yah.

End of the Year post

Ossu ,
i managed to come here again.
i mean to write, i often open the blog tho
but didn't have anything to write so yeah.

okay.
my second year first semester when too fast
ah, sure im glad it did reached the end tho.

say,
i've been thinking a lot this year, more likely this
whole semester.
did i change that much? i think that i bored people
quiet fast nowadays. its not like i  didn't even care
but its too troublesome to get involved.

yeah but i get the impact of my own attitude tho.
getting left behind or ignored you tell me huh.
but im kinda not having a bad days or what.
im just changing a lot i guess.

being alone doesn't bother me at all.
but of course we need others to live tho.
ah nevermind. its not that important btw.

*deep breath*

well, i guess this year is normal then.
i don't know what to do with myself anymore.
i started to become a person who thinks that everything
is a waste of time, yet everyone is waiting.

we all are waiting.
waiting for every single day, month and year.
we waited, but we didn't even know what are we waiting for.

hey, tell me.
what are we waiting for ?
haah i guess everyone got a diff answers.
guess i'll just have to find mine then.

well then, i wish a great year coming right up
for all of us.

and thank you 2016,
for letting me live this long.

Lel

I hate to say this but maybe
some part of me glad
that I did that .

Call me whtever you like,
We dont know the future yet.

We dont know wht is going to
happen yet.

We dont know who is the one,
yet .

Best to keep working and proves
that you're not one .

You will always be the aho one tho.
Dont worry.

PRAY for yunie

Ossu .
While scrolling the twitter the i thought
why not write another post since
i've only posted two entries for this year.
hmm and its June already.

So why pray for yunie ?
What is the occasion ? Anything important ?
Ya got it its final result dhuh.
Not that it is super important of what-so-ever
but yeah this dude gonna change my CGPA tho
cause i ain't surviving the history subjects sobs.

So while we're at it let just pray
to all IIUM student whos going to face the
reality of the result tomorrow or to be precise
this 12AM tonight so yeah . Goodluck guys .

May Allah bless us .
Yosh !

End of Semester 2 (year one)

Ssup , just wanna say that
i've survive this sem yay .
so today i got my last paper
for this semester and its a wrap lewls.

Now i have three month to chillin .
At the moment rn im waiting for
my roomates to go and buy some
snack and we're going on movie
marathon yay!

Well ramadhan is coming then
happy fasting guys .

2016 first post .

Ssup , so yeah .
here comes 2016 and i'm now 21 .
yay ? maybe  .

Happy new year even it's
already 12th Jan ahahaha got finals
so didn't get any chance to write tho .
nope nawh im joking ,
i got a whole week but i dont
even bother to write .

Guess i spent most of my time in
study weeks for anime marathon sobs .
my life is some kind of mess up but
i manage to stay alive till now so
yeah , i'm fine V(^,^)

So basically , we have all the
wishes for new year so this is
mine for 2016 ;
- hoping to be more hardworking
- get more serious in making decision
- take study seriously, SERIOUSLY SERIOUS
- get taller
- get richer
- get people around me to stay happy and healthy

uh i guess im being too wishy tho .
once in a year maybe ahaha .

sorry for all mistake in 2015 .
so , seeyyah .

Art works

Hello Assalamualaikum ,

okay once again im doing the silent treatment

on this blog ergh im so sorry i just didnt get much 

time to write tho .

So today i would like to share few of my drawings .

so far im very fond of using watercolor as the main

medium , and i really love to learn more bout it .

so here's the first one , i started drawing last year and

yeah finally finished it on 3/8/15 .

The main medium is watercolor , and i use some 

black marker to outline it and some white ink for sprinkles .

this was my best achievement so far ( >,< )" i think so .

and here is what im working on right now .

yes this is an old one but still unfinished ,

sigh , i need some spirit boost please .

i'll try my best to finish this and post another arts ,

dont tired to visit okay . 

InsyaAllah when im good enough i'll make

some tutorials on watercolor painting .

at least i want something happens on this blog tho ,

so yeah , please support me lewls .

see yah .

Mahallah Safiyyah IIUM

Sorry for the silent treatment . okay today is the 15th day after i enrolled . thanks to everyone im doing just fine . so here i wanna show you guys about the room that i get , at first remember when i told about the double-deck bed with a table below ? Well , goodbye to double-deck . hello single room . i was thankful that we got all brand new furnitures . cool isnt ? 

so this is my room , currently in IIUM Gombak . My very own room for the first time of my life , it feel so great to have your own room , well , actually we shared by four but it separated by wall so we have our own compartment . and this is the third floor of the block . so thats all for today , im going to KAEDFEST with my lil sis , now im writing while waiting for her to come here . well, see yah .

Sorry

So its been a while since last post .
I was pretty busy so yeah .
I've done register and all and
tomorrow will be my first time
attending classes .

Im kind of nervous actually .
But yeah , mom and dad didnt
want me to stop before trying so
please wish me best of luck .

Sigh .

Happy Birthday to ME

Yay im officially 20 .

31 August 2015

Such a date .
Yet too many memories .

So , here is it ;
31 August .

1957 ;
Its independence day , yep it is .
So im wishing happy independence
day to all Malaysian citizens , dont get too carried away by fireworks . Take a good care of yourself , so then .
Merdeka ! Merdeka ! Merdeka !
*fuhh*

1960 ;
Its my baba's birthdays .
So ba , i love you so much and
happy 55 birthday ! Yay you're getting
old but yet i wish that may you stay
healthy and strong enough to continue
your routine . Thanks for your hard-work
ever since i was born until today and all
the upcoming days . Sorry if im not being
good enough as yr daughter . But i
promise that i'll always give my best to everything that i can . Love you ba .

2014 ;
Its been a YEAR since my surgery , since the day i got into the operation room .
Alhamdulillah im fine and healthy , this
was the most unforgettable moment in my
life . It was hard but thanks to my
family and friends , i get stronger than
ever . I deserved this for a reason . So
i never regret what had happen this day,
its make me who i am today, so yeah .
Alhamdulillah .