When you lost

Okay heres the deal .

Based on my almost twenty years
breathing , i may got some advises on living .

Im now currently on sem break ,
which doesnt really means a holiday tho .
theres something , no , a lots of things that
happen to my life until today .

i wasnt a raised in luxury tho, for sure .
ma didnt work ever since married ba .
but we're happy , money isnt everything as
long as you have your beloved aite .

i started walking at one even i dont
even remembered . then i was five ,
going to kindergarten was the most pleasant
moment in my life . i ended up there at 2001
and entered middle school which much
fun and all . i barely remembered anything tho .

Then my life started at eleven .
i've fall in love and my live was terrible .
Until i was fifth-teen . i've fallen for too many,
maybe it is just because i didnt know how
to appreciated love . i couldn't tell
how much i regret everything .  Then its become
worst at six-teen . i lost focus and always skipped
classes , i was on my rebelling mode tho .
Then i was LOST . my grades just hates me .

Ive spent my last month on seven-teen thinking .
then i've decide my purpose of life .
i ended up struggling with life , i've done
many mistakes and then He gave me a chance ,
a chance that a worst person like me shouldnt get .
i was blessed , grateful and happy .

I get rid all of my problem , then i've spent two years
in foundation without a single regret .
It was hard the test that i get tho , i got
sick for months and ended up with a surgery
at the end of my final submission , but yet
i faced it all with all my strength .
i've becoming stronger , tougher ,
what others say didnt affect me that much ,
im halfway completing my dream ,

what im trying to say here is that even
you're at your worst , when He came to help ,
let Him . STOP punishing yourself over your
mistakes , we people can never be perfect ,
everybody makes mistakes , everybody .
Either you run from it or learn from it .

i may be weird in having such many
personalities and attitudes but i was happy .
but theres ups and downs in living so dont forget .
and so i learn to forgive so that other people
can have their chances to make up .

so thats all .

sorry for the long post .
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